Crowned Castle

Far And Few Between

Saturday, February 15, 2003

+++..wEn..+++

maybe i expected tings 2 be tis wae..
or shld i sae..
i DID expect tings 2 land up tis wae..
im in no position 2 sae aniting 2 u..
but u so disappoint me?..
in everyting u do..
YES..
in every fuckin ting u do.
i nv believe in ur words..
till now..
NV..
u let me down..
jus like how u let everyone else down b4..
no..im not sad or wadeva..
not even a tiny bit..
disappointment is wad i hv in u..
u haven change ani bit in u isnt it?..
stay tis wae den..
i'll see wad u becum.

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came hm last nite..
jus lay on my bed..yes..LAY..
n slept..
tried 2 get up n off my lights..
my whole head was spinnin..
goshx..thot i was goin 2 die..
but i didnt..-sighs-..
thot de yr will goo on fine 4 me..
ok..it is goin on great..
maybe im jus creating probs 4 myself..-slaps-..
mmmx..
tanks 4 those who i spend vday wif last nite..
though it was a $102 dinner..i enjoyed myself..
n dex baby..it was great seein u yest..=)..
its feb already..soon it'll be mid yr exams..
jus like wad sarah saes..
i din go 4 my cip 2dae..
flag sellin?..
gosh its so hot..
i cant be bothered 2..
too tired..too tis n dat..
in a DAMN cranky mood 2 go aniwhere..
oh wadeva huiwen..

+++..black..+++

I'm finding my way back to sanity again
Though I don't really know what
I'm gonna do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back to the arms of grace

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to
Sit outside Heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be, yeah...
Where I wanna be...

I am looking past the shadows
Of my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God, which one is you
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel alive
And break these calluses off of me
One more time

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be, yeah...

I don't want a thing from you
Bet you're tired of me, waiting
For the scraps to fall
Off of your table to the ground
La Da Da La Da Da Da Da Da
'Cause I just want to be here now

'Cause I am hanging on every word you're sayin'
Even if you don't wanna speak tonight, that's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more
Than to sit outside your door
And listen to you breathing
It's where I wanna be, yeah...(x2)

Where I wanna be...
Where I wanna be...

>>soothes me all over..

The song "Torn" by Natalie Imbruglia
represents your life.

What song represents your life?
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>>my song.yeah.perhaps.

Congratulations! You're Aragorn!

Which Lord of the Rings character and personality problem are you?
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>>>>>>>>>hmm.right.i dont bath.like as if.dont know much abt this one.

Friday, February 14, 2003

You like ot be alone and see everything around you.
u like to do things alone. your a fall fairy
but fall is a very pretty and soft time of year

What kind of fairy are you?
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>>hmm..fall fairy..

Thursday, February 13, 2003

okay...now comment box is pink..ermmmm..yeah bright pink. wish you all luck trying to see what u ppl type in the box now

Wednesday, February 12, 2003

+++.wEn-+++

sumting i saw..jus TOTALLY..
n yes i mean TOTALLY..
piss me off..
-someone i dont wanna see. sigh* i saw her. and i shunned like mad-
yes..DAT..
n obviously..dat person was tokin bout ME?..
oh great..IF u ever get 2 read tis..
LISTEN..
i was gracious enuff..
to tolerate wif ur nonsense dat dae..
n if u were 2 be human enuff..
pls?..dun go bitchin behind me..
tell me str8 in my face..
not dat i like 2 see ur face alot..
but..u cos enuff prob..?
n pls..i didnt wan 2 appear dat dae..
i mean..i wldnt..if i noe i will see u?..
so..pls..if u dun look like a human..
ACT like one.

n no one has 2 comment on wad i jus did..
cos its human rights..

+++..+++

+++..HUIWEN..+++

yeahx..jowee..i wan dat too..
i guess..everyone wans dat..
i jus finish watchin de channel 5 show.
de MODEL'S BEHAVIOUR..
anyone caught it?..

its everyone's dream.
2 be a SOMETING..
a model?..a superstar?..wadeva?..
but anione thot of how difficult it is?..
i rather be a NORMAL ger..OH..i am?..
n im lucky 2 hv ppl lovin me..
BLAH BLAH BLAH..
but i still feel empty?..
wad do we sae bout dat?..
ppl nv feel satisfied bout de tings dey hv..
yes..im not..

went 2 my class chairman's bdae party yest..
n a couple of my classmates has GFs n BFs
so u can imagine me sittin dere
n starin at demm..
its like..
"awwwww"..so sweet..
like how dey cld last so long n be so lovin..
oh great?..wad did i jus let go..
im not upset..
jus wonder how these ppl find de ppl dats rite 4 dem..
n it jus stays de same 4 a long time..
i mean..everyone wans it too rite?..
not jus me..-sighx-..

i always tink dat..
its not de rite time 4 me 2 settle down.
but i guess its a lie..
my right one hasnt appear..
n dat is y..
i wan the one meant 4 me..
of cos..life's not jus bout love.

dun wait..dun waste time..
if u insist on..
tell me?..
hw long can u..
trust?..no..not dat i dun trust u..
but..ask urself..
how long r u willing 2 wait?..
am i dat worth it..
baby..tink...

+++..it shld RAIN..+++

"Men for the sake of getting a living forget to live."
-Margaret Fuller -

>>yeah..this makes alot of sense. is this what we really want. i dont wish to study my
butt off everyday(erm if i can?) theres more to life than just work,studies,love bla bla. sad
isnt it. the day passes to quickly to even notice how much we have done so far. how many
times do we make an effort to make someone's day a memorable one, to sit and look back
what got us this far?millions n billions of questions to ask,sad to say none can answer it.
wish each day there would be 48hours.so theres enough time for everything.maybe one day
isnt 24hrs?who knows if theres even a day?bahhhh.theres too many to ask.

Tuesday, February 11, 2003

You are a dark writer. A fierce and loyal follower
of Poe and the other gothic authors, you LOVE
to instill a sense of revulsion and somewhat
fear in your readers. You love to poke their
brains with logic dealing with the darker side
of the human mind and character. Truly
surprising and a true individual, you'll do
ANYTHING to create a scene. :)

What's YOUR Writing Style?
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Monday, February 10, 2003

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go check this out. i took this test and i got 88%. hm challenging.

+++..wen..+++

im glad..
everyting's over..
im really tired..
i hv tears flowin down now..
im really really tired..
by everyting dat ties me down..
oh?..so?..
everyting may be goin great 4 me..
but im empty?..
oh god..help me..-cries-..
im goin crazy..
-sighx-..

+++..tired..tired..+++